EVENTS & MOMENTS
Sleeping good & long
(not pretty good tho)
THOUGHTS & FEELINGS
The server of CFHD is trash, so close that 腾讯 can just make a good game
don’t fail me, don’t fail me, don’t fail me
When encounter, I always need the second peek to recognize someone I’m familiar with. kinda weird…
张猫姐的英语真好啊…
Blue Letter !!!
Everyone is labor, everyone is a capitalist… The shit is scary to see. In my 3rd year at JLU School of Economics, I still can’t find one person(except a few teachers) who overcome capitalist ideology or just willing to fight against it. seems that everyone is discouraged which is sad.
my favorite Fleet Foxes album.
each equals
I’ve been told a lot that we’re in a new industrial revolution since I was like 15, but sometimes it’s 4th, and sometimes it’s 5th.
Bad traditions’re like bad weather, and tomorrow will be the same.
The weirdest! I starve every night, but when I wake up at midday the next day, I don’t even have a appetite for lunch.
I will also eat my fingernails.
Watching Viserys(first of his name) struggled to maintain the family bond made me so sad.
Too weak, too sentimental, too clumsy… for any philosophy mind.
Hotpot criterion theory: If the lingering smell on your clothes still smells good the second day, then it’s good hotpot.
Favorite lines in October
Burn up with the water
The floors are on the plains
The planets in a rose
Who knows what they contain
And my brain is like an orchestra
Playing on insane
Will you love me like you loved me in the January rain
Mom and dad and violins
Somber country silence
The needle stopped the kicking
The clothes pins on the floor
And my heart is playing hide and seek
Wait and count to four
Will you love me like you loved me and I’ll never ask for more
What did you tell me Mary
When you were there so sweet and very
Full of field and stars
You carried all of time
Oh and heavens when you looked at me
You eyes were like machinery
Your hands were making artifacts in the corner of my mind
Monastery monochrome
Boom ballon machine and oh
Diamond rings and gutter bones
Marching up the mountain
With our aching planning
High and smiling
Cheap drink
Dark and violent
Full of butterflies
The violent tenderness
The sweet asylum
The clay you find is fortified
We felt unfocused fade the line
The sugar rush
The constant hush
The pushing of the water gush
The marching band
When April ran
May June bugs fly and
Push your gin Jacob
With the tired wiry brandy look
Here we go round Mary in your famous story book
We overcome the sirens
We look both left and right
And I can feel the numbness accompany my plight
And I know that someday soon I’ll see you
But now you’re out of sight
And you’ll kiss me like you used to in the January night
What did you tell me Mary
When you were there so sweet and very
Full of field and stars
You carried all of time
Oh heavens when you looked at me
Your eyes were like machinery
Your hands were making artifacts in the corner of my mind
Monastery monochrome
Boom balloon machine and oh
Diamond rings and gutter bones
Marching up the mountain
With our aching planning
High and smiling
Cheap drink
Dark and violent
Full of butterflies
The violent tenderness
The sweet asylum
The clay you find is fortified
We felt unfocused fade the line
The sugar rush
The constant hush
The pushing of the water gush
The marching band
When April ran
May June bugs fly and
Push your gin Jacob
With the tired wiry brandy look
Here we go round Mary in your famous story book
——Mary · Big Thief
All this time I’ve been hanging on
To the edge I caught when we both were young
That the world I won wasn’t near enough
Always distant always all
——Featherweight · Fleet Foxes
We are leaving we are gone
Come with us to all alone
Never worry never moan
We will leave you all alone
In the mountains in the cities
You can see the righteous dream
Look around you
Has it found you
Is it what it really seems
There’s a world you’re living in
No one else has your part
All God’s children in the wind
Take it in and blow real hard
——There’s A World · Sufjan Stevens
Well good for you
You look happy and healthy not me
If you ever cared to ask
——good 4 u · Olivia Rodrigo
(always fun to hear Olivia Rodrigo)
And I stop myself for a minute
See if my heart’s still in it
Say a few things just to win it
Funny how it works out isn’t it
And I told her “Some things have their time
How can I be yours if you’re not mine”
She said “They should take this pain
And give it a name”
Tonight I wish I was your boy I
Run away from me run away from me
Tonight I think I fucked it royally
Run away from me run away from me
——Tonight(I Wish I Was Your Boy) · The 1975
Come home to me
Returns on TV
Now you sit with me I keep you safe
And you listen to me everyday
Season premiere
——Ain’t It Easy · Alex G
Deep in the play
I see you as you are looking over
Friends in my way
You never could have been a good lover
Watch what you say
Could never mean a word and still hurt you
Look the other way
Please tell me that I am wrong
So wrong
——You’re Not Good Enough · Blood Orange
A sulky baby
A sulky baby
A sulky baby
A sulky baby
Sweetness undefeated
I feel your warmth but I evade it
I wanna eat your face
Can you get me out of this maze
You hold your weapon armed in gold
You’re staring at me so cold
——Sulky Baby · yeule
Success for my buddies
Success for my friends
Success is the only thing
I understand
Head back home to the place
I grew up
Give my medals to the ones that
I love
I’ll chase harvey through the door in the wall
He says
Never catch me never miss me at all
Drool comes down from the corner of his mouth
I say
I love you Harvey you cut it out
I love winning baby
I want it all
I wanna prove that
I got the balls
Harvey keeps on playing with his food
He doesn’t understand what big boys do
He wakes up in the middle of the night
I run in and turn on the light
Run my hands through his short black hair
I love you harvey
I don’t care
——Harvey · Alex G
Long Waving
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