Finally, I start seeing the greatness of 鼎新. Your self-exiled kid is back.

I had a dream this morning. I with two partners, we were in a big 网吧(not endlessly immense, but the big-cinema size big). And we played a super lifelike RPG game like GTA6 or even GTA7. One stage was that we needed to survive from “zombies”’s attack. It’s like a mixture of CF and War God and more. What is the clearest to me is the 6th round that pretty Japanese girl zombies in kimono wanna scratch me or wield their katanas to cut me off. Man, they were too vivid haha. I love dreams. It’s always at morning I have one so absolutely they get me to get up late. still good.

11th is 11th, 12th is 12th. I’m mad. damn。。。



A gym receptionist forbade me, ‘cause I forgot my membership card.
In my opinion, fuck them and when they can identify my info in their system, what’s the point of not letting me in? It’s a long distance between my dorm and your fucking monopolist gym. I made a rare complaint at 12315 then.


Leisure & amusement cost energy

Noname’s Sundial is a “hard to say”

You’re good at being bad, You’re bad at being good…

Your diverse products bring me options & confusedness.



for cat’s coke!!!

Inside Out is one of my favorite animation films, massive anticipation.

绝命毒师的Los Pollos Hermanos的广告把我看的好饿… 我想吃炸鸡…

never your best interest

Cotangent, Secant and Cosecant scared me at my first calculus class, like the world suddenly turned upside down. (Why? You know we know “division”, right? these three letters look impossible to remmember, ugly…) Now they still haunt me.

The melody of Twin Shadow’s songs is somewhat odd, resembling a pop rock star singing R&B

my head does have some explainable damage. But you don’t get my vibe…

“Potential” reminds me that I’m at least struggling with time. Why do these people think they get that privilege? Don’t do complexity to me.

My 2023 Grammy predictions:
Album of the Year:   SZA - SOS
Song of the Year:   Olivia Rodrigo - Vampire
Best New Artist:   Ice Spice
Best Pop Vocal Album:   Olivia Rodrigo - Guts
Best Alternative Music Album:   Boygenius - The Record

an animating dream so long, I feel the profound & straightforward force again.

Happy International Men’s Day1!!!

I’m like a detuned radio~~~

Karma Police frightened me when I first listened to it, I was pretty small then, staying at home alone bringing me fear of unknown peril in any dark room.
But at highschool age, I was already able to enjoy In Limbo, while staring at pale buildings.

the world needs sugar-free Fanta! It should be in every grocery store。

I see an ad disguised as a story to promote a brand, PINKAMY圆圆胸. I wonder how many stories they told with these two constant models. It’s the ultimate form of ads… It’s just evil and I think they exaggerate the efficacy of their products.

I want a Berner, I want a Berner, I want a Berner… I really need a Berner :sob:


Favorite lines in November

Like a dead girl with shades on
Propped up by captors
——Pet Rock · L’Rain

I say who can afford to run will run
But what about those who can’t, they will have to stay
Oppotunity is a scarce commodity
In these times I say when mama spend her last to send you to class
Never you ever play
It’s a competitive world for low budget people
Spending a dime while earning a nickel
With no regards for who it may tickle
My cup is full to the brim
I could go on and on and full has never been told
Could go on and on and full has never been told
Could go on and on and full has never been told
Could go on and on and full has never been told
——Untold Stories · Buju Banton

Sure as any living dream
It’s not all then what it seems
And the whole thing’s hauled away
An empty robe
You’re rolling up
You’re holding it
You’re fabric now
——29 #Strafford APTS · Bon Iver

You’re the only thing inside
I can’t follow through the night
You’re the only thing I want that I can’t find
Whisper every way to the water
It shows me all the ways to be me
Then silence
Sci-fi silence
That silence
Sci-fi silence
——Sci-fi Silence · Florist

Worlds away from cars and all the stars and bars
Where a little bit of condensation means so much
And a little bit of change is all your little fingers touch
I said “You know
there’s nowhere else to go”
But change in rows
It struck me that the two of us could run
‘Cause, honey, only with you-ooh-ooh-ooh
It’s the only honest way to go
I can take two-ooh-ooh-ooh
But I really couldn’t ever know
Honey, with you-ooh-ooh-ooh
and a little bata radio
We could try
——Run · Vampire Weekend

Some days there might be nothing you encounter
To stand behind the fragile idea that anything matters
I feel as useless as a tree in a city park
Standing as a symbol of what we have blown apart
You know you break what you treasure
I tried to tell you
But I’m not sure you remember
I tried to tell you
And though it cannot be measured
I tried to tell you
Would it kill you to believe in your pleasure
I tried to tell you
——Tried to Tell You · Weather Station

I’ll drown my beliefs
To have you be at peace
I’ll dress like your niece
And wash your swollen feet
Just don’t leave
Don’t leave
I’m not living
I’m just killing time
Your tiny hands
Your crazy kitten smile
Just don’t leave
Don’t leave
And true love waits
In haunted attics
And true love lives
On lollipops and crisps
Just don’t leave
Don’t leave
——True Love Waits · Radiohead

So bring out your dead
Bring out the light
Bring out your dark birds in flight
Bring out your red roses too
Hey what’s got into sunny
——Bangkok · Destroyer




Breaking Bad Special

My favorite character?

  1. Every 19th November!