EVENTS & MOMENTS

打不了守望了…这一段有点沉迷守望校园群…可能因为我第一次水群…我想当守望高手啊…

85kg 5*5

我是真哈批啊啊啊啊

终于把西方音乐史的坑填上了 :sob:

Inside Out 2 !!!


THOUGHTS & FEELINGS

    21年,高考完之后,我一直没想着对答案,一方面是感觉考得还可以(那年数学应该是,反正我认为有史以来最简单的一次,我25分钟就把选填写完了,大概60分钟,就只剩导数和选做两道大题了);另一方面是确实不是很敢对答案,那是我第二年高考了,虽然整个高四,我都挺放松的,但是高考成绩太重要了,我自己隐隐也有点想上更名牌学校的执念,如果真的考不好,我估计还会再把复读纳入考虑(但是我估计也不会选择复读了),我身心却不太能接受再复读一次…
    中间我妈还催促了我一次,高考结束之后,我就过着一个软趴趴,闲散快乐的暑假,这也是为什么,我不想对答案,因为对完答案,我的好日子可能就被毁了,剩下的就是一个出分的终审日期…
    在一个醒来没事干,屋子里绕了两圈,又躺回床上的早中午,我倚着床头坐起来,有些悲凉、胆颤还有直面命运地百度了全国乙卷高考答案
    语文选择题错了3个还是4个,我忘了,3个是我正常且比较能接受的水平… 心头微堵… 过了遍简答题,感觉自己好像写得不错…
    数学,最后一道选择题,考场最后几分钟,我用特值法验证答案,临结束前十几秒把答案改了,结果改错了… 但是其他选填好像全对,大题答案应该也全对…我当时就释怀了… 我两年时间基本上每次数学总要各种原因丢5-10分…
    英语,对答案的时候,我好像已经有点记不住自己的答案了,隐隐感觉不是很好… 我英语找到感觉是在非常临近高考的时候,那个时候感觉平均有138,之前大概132… 不过,高考时候的英语,我答的时候,觉得偏简单…
    文综,我最害怕的一门,复读练到最后,我几乎相信文综主要还是看题和自己相性对不对的上,对不上,光选择题就基本完蛋了,我不想因为文综考崩,再回去复读,因为再复读,我也不一定能考好,然后永世轮回… 我比较常规的成绩是选择错3-8个(8个就要比3个多扣20分了)
    结果我只错了2个,地理1个,政治1个
    对完答案,我的心基本上轻了2/3,起床出去找午饭吃了…

sad sad doomed comedy

:I actually got some indie-pop ideas.
:Like what?
:This brain damage is explainable.

Maroon 5’s Red Pill Blues is an utter giving up


Favorite lines in June

Walking a step at a time
Maybe not lose your mind
Knock on wood you said
Make a big difference when you
Wake up clean
You know what I mean
Wake up clean
You know what I mean
Wake up clean
You know what I mean
Wake up clean
You know what I
Yeah you know it ain’t easy at all
Looking for a soft place to fall
Sorry I missed your call last night
Caught me all blissed-out buzzing
My bad I ghosted again
My bad I ghosted again
My bad I ghosted again
My bad I ghosted again I
Whisper in your ear
I’m loving my life
When things are looking up
I brace myself
I pray for our health
I hope you’re doing well
I pray for our health
I hope you’re doing well
Wake up clean
You know what I mean
Wake up clean
You know what I mean
Wake up clean
You know what I mean
Wake up clean
You know what I
——Clean · Hovvdy

I saw you on bus fifteen
Heading north to take the train
Everyone looks the same
Still we have different names
——Where Damage Isn’t Already Done · The Radio Dept.

Let your legs lure on the lino
‘Til your sinews spoil
——Billy Liar · The Decemberists