EVENTS & MOMENTS
my s key died almost
我要学会游泳！！！
pelvic tilt(may not)
THOUGHTS & FEELINGS
I think my university lost its capacity…
先吃碳水，再吃一大口糖油混合物
The reason why I didn’t reply your messages
中国移动 is an evil company
Excited to top up 200￥ in 方中山 cuz of the 50% rebate，but turns out it’s only available on 2nd of every month.
每次看那种教动作（健身、体态修正或者其他）的视频，总感觉自己不会把动作做对的，想着做错了会不会起副作用，感觉自己在这方面特别没有天份
如果能被动矫正感觉就远远比主动好。
最近刷了好多人民的名义的视频，我忽然想起来高中学的 史观historiography 这个词，确实每个人都能用好几种史观看待历史或者故事。我有点想不明白的是很多时候我都只想看故事，（不过我平等地讨厌剧里所有人（电视剧天生是“唯物”的吗？）），很少的时候我才会想用一种辩证的史观看问题。这可能就是rude empiricism，我是troubled loser。
the first Demi-God
March 22
Pitchfork will be integrated into GQ, first time I feel this brand is falling apart.
一个高中学书法的同学说集训的时候，一天写字10个小时，汗颜，感觉比我努力10倍
The second best game I’ve ever played1
my only wish
We shall record a set of Melina’s voice as navigation voice
Can’t buy any games, until you finish all the games you bought in 2023!!!
2024
First playthrough————Stellar Century
又要回去当大学生了
Favorite lines in January
Been searching for your eyes
All I see is blue skies
And the old man beats his cane
It’s time to leg go
Leaning on windowsill
You cauld write me, and I bet you will
We could see the sadness as a gift and still
The seasons go so fast
Thinking that this one was gonna last
Maybe the question was too much to ask
You and I could see into the same eternity
Every second brimming with majesty
——Sadness As a Gift · Adrianne Lenker
Since I left you
I found a world so new
Everyday
Everyday
——Since I Left You · The Avalanches
I got that energizer
That freakalizer
You got that tranquilizer
That frequalizer
I got that
——Freakalizer · Sudan Archives
The rollercoaster ride
The rollercoaster ride
Of all the trouble kept her inside
Of all the trouble kept her inside
——Rollercoaster · Belle & Sebastian
I’m hideous
Raving
Feeling my fantasy
Turned from God
Slick with rot
Thick as vaseline
——Ugly Season · Perfume Genius
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