EVENTS & MOMENTS

Travel in Dalian alone

56001 steps, August 25, 2023, new peak!

Missssssss, sinkkkkkkk, drownnnnn, returnnnnn, somehow…

6 ECTS, 1,0 German grade, TUB summer school online

empirical thesis very little done, efforts very little put, understanding very shallow


THOUGHTS & FEELINGS

Attention alarm!!! Attention alarm!!!

A beginner’s mind

“If you have any question, feel free to ask!” “It’s totally fine.”

想到的一个觉得特别smart的笑话(也可能特别蠢):
Cultbelmonkey有一些特别好吃的桃子,所以特意请Ebear来吃,而它是一个理性熊
Cultbelmonkey(看着Ebear):好吃吗?好吃吗?
Ebear:It tastes like what it costs…
(hint: opportunity cost)

Social climbers at the frontier

It’s a big risk—he could’ve very easily looked like an idiot.

Capitalism is adequate, Communism is eternal.

I’m 20 and It’s still deep…

“Knowing what’s cool is always important when you’re a kid– that’s currency. But the really cool people got extra cool for ignoring that.”
“Something happens when the terror of the world– the shit of it– becomes massive. But you also feel stronger in the face of it.”
————Dan Bejar

Flat & powerful songwriting, brutal honesty, sometimes unlistenable

heartland synth rock, I like I don’t live here anymore(track) very much


Favorite lines in August

I was a sad, sad song before we met
But, boy, your love is such a trip
it’s like a psychedelic switch
——Psychedelic Switch · Carly Rae Jepsen

I wanted to be your woman
I wanted to be your man
I wanted to be the one that you could understand
——Vampire Empire · Big Thief

You’re all I need babe
Yeah you’ve heard that one before
You’re all I need babe
——Knockin · MJ Lenderman

The rolling credits in my mind
Make me so aware of time
I have so many hours to waste
Calling your brain down from space
——brain · Kara Jackson

I’d wake up, my throat dry
Dust would dance into my eye…
With arms red as raw meat
From sleep scratching in the heat
——Stockholm Syndrome · Joanna Sternberg

I can’t, I can’t be sure
How much I can endure
Each day’s a mountain high
A mountain high up in the sky
——Mountains High · Joanna Sternberg

People see Rock & Roll as
As Youth Culture and when Youth Culture
Becomes monopolized by big business, what are the youth to do
Do you do you have any idea
I think we should destroy the bogus capitalist process
That destroying Youth Culture

One look at you
Heaven’s on fire
——Heaven’s on fire · The Radio Dept.

There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be let it be let it be yeah let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
——Let it be · The Beatles

Then he started into dealing with slaves
And something inside of him died
She had to sell everything she owned
And froze up inside
And when finally the bottom fell out
I became withdrawn
The only thing i knew how to do
Was to keep on keepin’ on like a bird that flew
Tangled up in blue
——Tangled up in Blue · Bob Dylan

There’s an evenin’haze settlin’over town
Starlight by the edge of the creek
The buyin’power of the proletariat’s gone down
Money’s gettin shallow and weak
Well the place I love best is a sweet memory
It’s a new path that we trod
——Workingman’s Blues #2 · Bob Dylan


Drowning in Nowhere/Before and After the Reasoning



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